~I'm not hungry, but I'm eating a bagel anyway.
~Will not help with my goal to loose weight.
~I put the jelly on first, so the butter would not melt into the bread.
~The flowers on my table making scrapbooking seem so elegant and chic.
~I'm not one of those women who in her "spare" time listens to John Piper.
~I want to be one of those women who listens to John Piper in her spare time.
~I haven't been 'beautiful' for my husband all week and I hate it
~I thought I was done grieving... I'm not.
Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteLet grace flood all over you. Eat the bagel. Don't worry about John Piper (this coming from someone who has lots of good christian books on my bookshelf that i "should" read, but instead i always want/pick up a fiction book). Know that there is a a time to mourn, and you probably won't know how long that time is until it starts to be over. Lots of love to you!
ReplyDeleteBeen thinking about you so much, Sarah! I remember thinking I was done grieving too- then it would hit hard again... it takes time. Give yourself as much time as you need & don't let anyone tell you that there is a set amount of time you have to get over it. It's a really really big deal and those who haven't been through it will have a hard time knowing how painful it is...
ReplyDeleteLove ya.
I still grieve the loss of my baby from April 2008, but the stabbing pain has softened over time. I am praying for you and your loss. Take as much time as you need to grieve and let no one belittle your feelings.
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